Grey Days

I’ve started to work in Kumon Centre last month. Since I start working and dear’s semester begins, we have less and less time together. At first, I quite enjoy working as a teacher but my nightmares started after those little evils knew that I’m good to bully. Kids nowadays are really different from our generation… ermm… not only kids, parents also the same. Most of the kids brought up by their personal maid ‘kakak’ while the parents busy working outside. These kids are really spoiled and they really have no respect to other people. I’ve seen kids scolding bad words to teachers, treat teachers like their kakak also, lying (they did most of the time), playful, ears too small to listen to advice, head too big to think that they’re the best. We teachers complained a lot to those parents but I’m really surprised that some of those parents don’t accept and don even care about it. This job is really stressful and challenging, there are a few teachers left already because they can’t cope with the stress anymore. And me, I slowly change from an angel teacher to an evil teacher. HaHaHa….

Today, dear is supposed to come to find me but… haiz…. I really miss you dear. The thing that I most enjoy everyday is to wait for u to come find me. And the thing that most motivate me to go work is u, after work I can meet u. when I know we can’t meet because of your assignments, tests and so on and so on again, I really felt extremely disappointed. Bad feelings like to visit me when u r not beside me. I really feel very bad today, really feel like crying whole day. Haiz…….