Another Mistake

Baby.. I don't know what to say and how to say..
I just want to apologize to you for breaking the promise.. I am very sorry..
I thought about it for the whole night.. I waited outside your house.. Then i went around.. Just driving around to think..
I realised many things.. I don't think you did the wrong thing.. I know i am the one who has done wrong.. I promise you that this would be the last one.. I will never repeat this mistake again. No matter its one thousand or one hundred, i won't repeat it again, I promise! I know I've hurt you.. I'm so sorry.. Please forgive me this time, okay?
I love you sweetheart..
Get well soon..
I will get back your trust on me!

Bebe

Is Love Blind?

Is LOVE Blind? It's not that complicated, to tell the truth =). Love is simply, not blind. Some people may be blinded by love but it is not love that is blind. This is not bullshit. So, do not blame love for being blind.
I read through friends' posts about love. I do not know what is their intepretation of love. Well, i can't interpret love, but i feel it. Love is complex yet simple. It depends on how you look at it. Loving somebody from the heart requires a lot of courage cause you will be afraid to lose that special someone. Loving somebody requires trust as you will need to go through the happy, sad and angry moments together. Loving somebody requires alot of understanding and care as you would want to hold on to that special someone forever.

This is a quote that i find interesting: Love me when i least deserve it, 'cause that's when i needed it the most

In a relationship, quarreling does happen. But do not let the anger overcome all the happy times both of you have gone through. Why would you want to sacrifice all the happy times for one sad and angry moment? Think twice, three times, four, five.. until you understand. Although we cannot turn back the time, apologising and forgiving is important.

Even if you have broken up, forgive and forget. Do not ever think of revenge as it will never make you any happier. Do not dwell in your past. Move on! Stand UP! You have your friends, your family, and everyone around you, who cares about you. If you continue doing things that you know would hurt yourself, please stop. You hurt your friends too.

I am not Doctor Love. But i care for you and i want you to be happy as well.

Love is strong yet delicate.

It can be broken.

To truly love is to understand this.

To be in love is to respect this.

-Stephen Packer -

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I love you sweetheart =)

Jason Lim

Sorry Babe, I love you & Thank you everyone!!

While I’m writing this post, Babe was in campus taking your test now. It’s really hard for me to on computer and sits in front if it to write this post. The three little holes in my abdomen still pain now, I know u’ll sure scold me about this. But! I really wan to say sorry to my dear Babe. Sorry Babe I made u worry, I made u hb, I stubborn don wan listen to your advice and much much more… hmmmmmm…I tot as long as I don wan to face the problem, it will disappear by itself and now it proved that it getting worse only.

I scared to face the truth, that’s all I can explain and I really feel regret and sorry about that. How u know I want to cry when I go in surgery room? Hmmm… I tried to pretend to smile that time, I really tried very hard to control my tears. When the nurse pushed me to the surgery room, I tried my best to not to think about u, because I know once I think about u, I’ll sure cry until non stop. I really felt very very scared when I’m in surgery room by myself. Inside there very, extremly cold that’s why I shivered so bad when u saw me. All the nurses and doctors were wearing masks and blue colour protector except me, I’m wearing green. Hehe.. When I lied down on the surgery bed, I told myself I need to be strong because Babe told me everything will be alright, I trust u and I really wan to come out to see u as fast as I can.

When the nurse pushed me out from the surgery room, I felt quite disappointed because I didn’t Babe beside me when I open eyes. I just searched for u when my eyes opened. When I heard that u r in the room I tried to open eyes to see u but I can’t because I’m tired and I can’t stop shivering. I know Babe hold my right hand, I can feel that u hold my hand.. I also can’t remember when I totally awake… Babe, u were right, the aunty beside me really noisy, I’m in subconscious also can heard her can’t stop talking with my sister… hahahahaha….

Babe, thanks for coming to take care of me these days. U don worry so much okay? I’m not half cacat like wat u said.. haha.. See, I still can on computer and write this post for u. haha… At last, I also wanna thanks my lovely friends who came to visit me after my surgery. I really felt very happy to see that flower u all bought for me, it’s really sweet.. haha.. and also the Brands, I’ll finish it also k.. haha.. And most importantly, thanks to my sister and mother who take care of me most of the time in hospital. I don’t mean to vomit out all the soup that u feed me Jie, I was very very hungry also but I just can’t take it and I knew that u cubit my face when I’m subconcious… haha… thanks everyone!!

Get Well Soon

I can't believe I'm home right now, as you're probably sleeping on the hospital bed. I promised you I will be back later, with our friends who are really concerned about you.
Sweetheart, I will just write this as a memory for us and to remind us what we've been through.
We went to check in the clinic and found out that your abdomen pain was caused by cysts in the ovaries, which is oversized. When we were in the car, you cried. Yes, you may not know it, but i cried too.
We went to the hospital at about 7.00am this morning for your surgery. I was as worried as you were. I know all surgeries have risks.. and i was really worried for you, but all i could do was to tell you it was going to be alright. 9.45am you were sent to the operation theater. I looked into your eyes before you leave, i know you were about to cry. Did you noticed that i told you to be strong? From there, me and Joey waited for you until your mum came, which is around 11.40am. The noisy auntie beside your bed told me that the surgery is normally held on the 3rd floor..So i went down there to wait for you. Coincidently, the Intensive Care Unit was there too. I thought you'll be out soon but i waited.. and i got so worried. Finally about 1pm, Joey called me and said you are back in the room. I rushed down and finally i got to see you. I felt so relieved!
Then i saw you shiverred so bad.. my heart stopped for a while.. i don'tknow why but i was feeling scared and sad seeing you like that.. I held your hand and we covered you with four layers of blanket. Your mum and Joey held your legs to make you warmer. Sorry baby but the nurse said you can't drink yet.. So all i can do is to put a few drops into your mouth and to wet your lips..
At about 2.30pm, Joey asked me to go back first. And so, i left after kissing you. It was raining and cold. I miss you.. i reach the car park.. I was listening to the song.. And i finally broke down and cried.. i became a hb.. i was so worried, i was so scared.. thank god you're okay now.. i hope you would recover soon.. I love you sweetheart! See you later..

Babe..

Baby...

Baby, please listen to me ok? I wanna be with you forever, i wanna have family with you also..
Please take care well, and listen to me.. I want you to be safe and healthy always.. i love you!

Jason to hb